Thursday, July 17, 2008

thank you little boy riding a bike and wearing a helmet for waving at me.  you made me smile all the way home.

i'm moving.  it's happening, right now, as i type.  well, not really as i type, but before i started typing i was moving.  a few boxes now clutter the beautiful home that i am going to share with four beautiful girls.  i couldn't be happier.

i'm disappointed, a little bit in myself but mostly with some people around me.  i wish i could tell them, but i won't.  instead i will be angry and cry a little and then get over it.  i'm not sure that's very healthy, but neither is taco bell and i still eat that.  

i've started biting my nails again.  i used to bite them when i was little but stopped one day.  i kicked the habit cold turkey.  i've started again though.  i don't know why, it usually happens at work which is really gross, i have to wash my hands a lot because i realize they have just been in my mouth.  then i have to file them right away because i don't want them to be uneven.  i think i have too much stress or anxiety over something. 

my eyes are tired.  goodnight world