today i am happy.  so very happy.  i am going to a comedy club tonight and i'm really pumped about it.  i feel like a grown up going out on the town on a friday night.  it will be a good time with friends and lots of laughter...oh i can't wait!!

still no new car.  it's getting really annoying.  i'm going out with my dad tomorrow again and hopefully i will figure things out, like exactly what i want.  i think i have commitment issues.  it's hard to commit to one car for practically the rest of my life.  i guess when it's right, i'll know.  just like with a man.  oh yikes

there are 2 things i never wear because they make me feel like a little girl playing grown up.  the 2 things are a blouse and lipstick.  just the word "blouse" makes me feel old, but i'm wearing one tonight and i think i can handle it.  i'm also wearing lipstick, i think i might wipe it off and go with my trusty carmex.  a little growing up at a time.